PETE WENTZ IS A GREAT DAD FUCK THE HATERS.
My best friend in the world was talking in general about addiction today.
She said, “if your poisoning your body you should die because your wasting a body.”
She wasn’t referring to me personally. But it hit me hard as fuck. She thinks I’m not an addict. Sorry but I am. I’m addicted to this amazing drunk feeling. I wish I could be drunk all the time. And everyone thinks my problem isn’t “that bad”.
What do I say to that?
I say: FUCK YOU.
I’m done with everyone. I need rehab but I don’t wanna leave. I really want to stay. But is rehab gonna flip my life around? We’ll see when I tour this weekend. Maybe I’ll figure my life out. Maybe I’ll leave on a positive note.
WHO THE FUCK KNOWS?! No one. I’m alone on my journey and I’m so fucking scared.